rawr. I hate this weekend. I hate it. i definitely do.

First. the HYD finale premiere was yesterday. I wanted to go to Japan. :(( I want to watch it. who wants to come along? :) any Japanese there who can drag me there? X| it sucks. I know right.

Second. they`re spoiling my sister again a lot. and I mean a lot. I don`t care now. but I cared yesterday. she slept on my bed. and I slept on the floor. with no mats. just a pillow. my body hurts. my head hurts. I cried because of that actually. I know I am a cry-baby. just let it out. okay. my mom`s noisy again. eating time. I hate it. I wanna cry now but I can`t. they`re like telling me that why am I so mad blah blah. duh. you just couldn`t feel, parents. you don`t know.

Third. I wanna go to TriNoma or a bookstore. I just wanna release this stress and sadness and un-eagerness. it`s been a week since I told my mom to buy New Moon and eclipse. until now, I don`t have one. so I have decided to just by it on my own and go to the mall. but she has a meeting with the association which I think will be until 5.30pm and they told us that we are going to the mall after the meeting`s done. wtf men. we haven`t even gone to church. I want to just go alone if they can`t accompany me. I can if I want to.

this is just so stressful.