okay. alam ko namang walang nagbabasa ng blog kong ito dahil backup blog ko lang ito at pinaglalaruan. wala lang. wala lang talaga. ganun. so ayun.

wala lang talaga. tinatamad ako. okay. yung test results namin okay naman. di pa ako bumabagsak so far. hihintayin ko na ang magbukas. hay. lalo na yung He[ll]ath! grabe. sana pumasa pa ako dun. hinihiling ko na llang na wala akong bagsak o line of 7 sa card. posible kaya yun? syempre naman. ;) count your blessings ika nga. :DDD

kinakabahan ako bukas di ko alam kung bakit.

saka nga pala, nagbabasa na ko ng Breaking Dawn ngayon. :) kahapon ako nagsimula mga bandang 5 ng hapon. book two na `ko. it`s cool like that. :DD kakatawa si Edward at Bella. di ko alam kung bakit. malabo lang talaga akong tao. alam mo yun.

si Andrea. si Andrea Bote. siya yung nagpauso nung title ko. yun bang "I`m special like that" sabi niya siya raw yun. galing diba? kakatuwa. ako`y naaaliw ng sobra sa kanya. :">

okay. inaantok ako. nappressure na rin ako. K. thanks. bye.

oh c`mon.

I am wasting time wating for multiply to upload some of our modeling pictures. =)) and I got to do a lot. and I mean a LOT of homeworks still. I need to get up early tomorrow because of our flag ceremony. but I need to sleep a bit late to finish my homeworks. wtf. how cruel is the world to me. :|

actually, it`s my fault because I slept from 6pm-7pm. ha. stupid Andi.

rawr.

My mom. yes. this blog would be about my mother.

Someone called her last week or last last week I guess. 3rd week of June and they let her submit her "biodata"- not biodata. hmm. can`t find the right term. :| argh. anyway, then she submitted immediately. then she was accepted. wow. she`s going to Vietnam. a work for 6 months.

I was so sick yesterday. after reading Eclipse- a book by Stephnie Meyer [you should read it! :O], I slept, rested because I was sick. I didn`t even notice the time. I didn`t eat with the family at dinner. I rested and slept. I had slight fever. and I had a rough cough.

the next day, morning, they had to go to our school for our PTA orientation. my sister went with them. I was left alone again. our helper told me that its eating time. I ate alone. she told me also that my sister cried last night for some reasons. I did not now because I wasn`t conscious. because I was asleep.

I just laughed at what she told me. my sister was crazy. she slept because of crying. wow. just like me. then I jokingly told our helper that I will ask and annoy my sister later. which did not happen.

I cooked for my mom today. because I knew that she`s leaving soon. and I did not know when. I just cooked. invented recipe. it was... tasty I think. haha. our damn helper spoiled my surprise. okay. argh. demmit.

my mom arrived. good thing the food I cooked was still hot when I served it. Macaroni like carbornara. haha. can`t define properly. it had mushrooms, tuna, egg, cream, milk and melted cheese. @-) haha. okay. we ate. my sister ate a bit. because she was playing with her neighboring pals. then my mom brought up the topic about her soon departure. I was caught off-guard.

July 17. that`s what she told me. two weeks from now. wow. her last weekend would be next week. time would run fast. I know it. I didn`t know what to feel. what to even say. I just sat, ate and kept quiet. I was shocked.

I understood my sister. I am being a good daughter now. since my father isn`t being a that good husband. my mom has doubts. ugh. something`s running through my mind which I must not think of. be positive, Andi.

I will miss my mom. before dinner, my sister cried. during dinner, my mom was explaining to her why she needs to leave. though my sister did not understand and wasn`t listening to her. she keeps telling her that she hates my mom. it`s really painful on my mom`s part. she tries to ignore my sister`s words.

my mom told me all the responsibilities I shall have when she leaves. wow. the things she told me was really. uh. hard I guess. I was responsible for almost all the things that will be happening in this house. wow. wow. wow.

I will be free enough. no more mega phone as I call her. haha. my grandmother`s coming here. would it be a good thing or a bad thing? I am trying to be a responsible daughter. but not yet that of a grown-up. I will mature more someday.

bakit kaya ako tinatamad mag-blog? :| hmm. sadyang tamad lang talaga siguro ako. :)

bakit kaya mukang napapadalas ang pagtatagalog ko sa blog kong ito? :| haha. tinatamad na rin ako siguro mag-english. ((: okay. lahat na lang ba ng bagay tatamarin na ako? :| wake up, little Andi. :|

pati sa pagaayos ng mga online profiles ko di ko pa rin ginagawa. isama mo pa ang pag-eedit ko ng mga litrato at pagkukuha ng mga nito. halos wala na ako ginawa sa buhay ko na maganda. ata? ano ba naman Andi. ano ba nangyayari sa akin.

sige. lahat na binabagsak ko. wala na akong ginagawang maganda. tae. ano pa ang susunod dito? rawr. kailangan ng mabilis na pagbabago.

ewan ko ba. pero gusto ko mamili ng damit, sapatos at kung ano pa. wala nga lang akong pera. napaka ironic no. :|

o sige, ako`y maliligo na. mamaya na lang siguro uli. :)

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